babeldom: (When I cried)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-18 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh? Me?

[He can't help but blink at that, taken aback. He's just some sheltered, bumbling country bumpkin. He has no idea about relationships. And he is well aware that he has some issues relating to his past, about what had happened to Louis. But, he supposes, everyone had some pain, some issues and insecurities, some regrets. He's not any different in that regard. But he also likely had never really considered himself as having much, if any, potential in regards to a relationship.

Vanitas, though? He was amazing. He was so strong to have come through all he had endured. Sure, the vampire had seen something of a darker side in him, but it wasn't like he was much different. He could become angry and defensive at times. But he also showed such kindness and thoughtfulness. Making Noé his favourite dessert. Making sure that Noé didn't wander off too far when he would get distracted and excited about something or other. He helped so many vampires with his abilities, with his book. No matter what the risk was to himself.]
babeldom: (Tracing)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-19 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
Hn. I guess I hadn't really considered it.

[But then. That could be said for both of them. Neither of them is necessarily an expert with this sort of thing. But they could work it out. Fumble their way about it together, he supposes. The vampire is well aware he should probably keep quiet, at least for now, about really saying how he feels about Vanitas. That the other would likely instinctively protest. But maybe another time. Once they were less in the feeling things out together stage. He tilts his head, smiling as he watches Vanitas playing with Murr. He just remains still, as Vanitas rests against him.]
babeldom: (I built)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-19 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, then I won't spell it out for you either.

[Still. Even if they bickered like an old married couple, they knew it was never that serious. Except for that one time. With the knife. But that was an exception, given how desperate Vanitas had been at the time and all. The vampire doesn't hold it against him. His hands are bare of his gloves when Vanitas reaches for him, his fingers easily interlacing with the doctor's.

He knows that this is different. This time, it isn't just Vanitas taking his hand to make sure he doesn't get lost. Or because he is pretending they were together. This was real. Genuine. There's nobody else here to pretend for. It's just the two of them. Well, and Murr, but he was far too busy batting at the toys to pay that much attention to whatever his owner and the doctor were doing.]
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[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-19 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's used to that sort of reaction from the other. The scoffing or teasing. It's fine. Still, he is a little surprised when it seems that Vanitas has actually fallen asleep against him like this. He's not sure if he should try to shift and carry him to bed. That might wake him. And Noé is fine where he is for the time being. So maybe he should just let Vanitas rest. He's clearly tired if he is dozing off like this. So he just tries to stay still for a bit, using his other hand to play with Murr with one of the toys.

This was nice. Calm. It's rare that he feels like this. This...content? There's a certain sort of soft pleasure at the moment. Just sitting here with Vanitas dozing against him, hand in hand. Eventually, depending on how long Vanitas snoozes for, he might try to carefully shift, slowly, gradually, trying not to wake him, and try to see about carrying him to bed so he's more comfortable.]
babeldom: (Every day)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-19 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[....Oh. He's awake? And Noé had been so careful, trying not to disturb him. Still, after a brief look of surprise, he takes a breath. Murr seems occupied enough playing with the toys for now.]

Sorry. I didn't mean to wake you up. I just figured that you'd be more comfortable in bed. Want me to get you another blanket?

[Because the vampire isn't necessarily reading into it. Fetching another blanket is an obvious solution. He doesn't want Vanitas to be uncomfortable, to get sick. Which seems far more often a concern with mortals. He's not considering that the other might mean for Noé to lay down with him.]
babeldom: (Of how I)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
No? Ah - ?

[Oh. Oh, that's what Vanitas meant? It isn't like Noé hasn't shared a bed before. He grew up with Domi and Louis, after all. Still. He somehow hadn't anticipated this. But he doesn't resist. Doesn't protest or anything when he feels that tug, and finally seems to understand what Vanitas wants from him. He's just inexperienced. Still more used to the more platonic sorts of affection. But he does nod, shifting to climb into bed with Vanitas as the other moves to give him some space. He tries not to encroach too much on Vanitas's space, though there isn't a lot of room on the bed. Both beds were smaller, meant for one person, given that they hadn't anticipated getting to this point. That they would want to share together. Noé tries not to be too stiff, too awkward as he shifts to get comfortable.]

Is this okay?
babeldom: (Off the lights)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. I know. I've shared a bed with Domi and Louis when we were kids. It's just....this is...this is different.

[It's Vanitas. He's not a young child any longer. Nothing necessarily was going to happen. Vanitas just might want company as he falls back to sleep. Noé isn't lying there anticipating anything more than that. He shifts when Vanitas reassures him. When the other scootches closer, lying on his side. One of his arms rests at Vanitas's waist, loose but inviting the other closer if he wanted more warmth. His other arm shifts, and his hand rests under his side of the pillow as he faces the other.]

You're warmer now?
babeldom: (We spin)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[It's not necessarily bad. Not different in a bad way. Just....different. It's new. To both of them. But they'd figure it out. They had endured this much together and still hadn't gone their separate ways. Still, it hadn't been enough to push Noé to leave. Maybe it had started as curiosity about the book, about his Teacher's instructions to find the book and discover more. But it was different now. He'd spent time with Vanitas. Gotten to know him. Come to care for him.

He wonders for a second if it was too much. If he was too close when he felt Vanitas tense at having Noé's arm at his waist. He's about to withdraw, to pull back, when Vanitas curls up closer against him. There's a sigh and a small smile even if the other can't see it.]


Okay. I'll stay.
babeldom: (Away)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a slight amused noise at the other saying he would drag the vampire back to bed. But otherwise, he remains still and quiet. Not wanting to disturb Vanitas. He already feels bad for waking the other up earlier.

Lying there, eventually Noé drifts off as well. He might even still be asleep when Vanitas wakes up. His arm is still around the other's waist and holding him loosely as he sleeps. For all that he tends to toss and turn in his sleep, it seems he didn't with Vanitas. There was something rather untroubled, so content with how easily he sleeps, his expression seeming so unbothered. Murr is curled up right near them, having apparently tired himself out and decided to take advantage of the warmth as they both dozed.]
babeldom: (In the shadow)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. Five more minutes, Domi....

[Noé mumbles, pouting and shifting to curl up into a smaller ball. Evidently, he is still mostly asleep. That he hasn't quite registered it is Vanitas waking him up. That Vanitas is right there next to him on the bed. He pouts sleepily, Murr's ears twitching as Vanitas's movement and noise make him stir and stretch. The cat taps at Vanitas's shoulder. If one of them was awake, maybe Vanitas could feed him even if his hopeless owner was still stubbornly asleep.]
babeldom: (I built)

[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He stirs then, when the other keeps talking, pouting and opening his purple eyes blearily to take in that it is, in fact, Vanitas. And not Domi next to him.]

Mm? Oh. Morning Vanitas.

[He's oblivious to any sort of misunderstanding or implication where his relationship with Dominique might come into play. It takes him a moment, as he pouts and then seems to register what was going on. His brain seeming to take a moment to play catch up from the nap.]

......

Vanitas?

[Wait. Why was Vanitas right -- oh. Oh. Right. The bed. Vanitas had been cold. So he had joined Vanitas. And then.....evidentally also fallen asleep. Oops?]
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[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Hm? What about Domi?

[Noé really had been mostly still asleep at that point. So he doesn't even recall that he said anything about her. He frowns, sleepily confused as it takes him a moment to process.]

I don't want her here right now.

[He's not with her. Not at the moment. And there never was anything more than friendship between them. For all that, she was very protective of him, and as much as he cared for her. They were just close childhood friends. Both of them would tell him that if Vanitas asked regarding their relationship or history together.]

Domi is just a friend. That's different. It's not like with you.
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[personal profile] babeldom 2025-06-20 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
I did? Oh.

[Noé has not once considered the idea of Vanitas being jealous of her. He's been jealous of Jeanne. But he also wasn't about to actually go do anything about that. Whatever it was between them, that's not really his business. And evidently, Vanitas felt stronger towards him for whatever reason.

He rubs at his eyes as Murr shifts to climb on the vampire. Sitting on Noé's head and meowing to demand food.]


Ah. I get it. I get it! Dinner time. Come on, Murr. Let's feed you before Vanitas and I head out.

[Noé had gotten into the habit of timing Murr's meal for the evenings, before he would usually head out with Vanitas for work. Given how often they were out late with Vanitas's particular work schedule. He shifts and stretches, putting Murr down on the floor and swinging his legs to the side of the bed. Murr nudges at his ankles, as if pushing Noé to the kitchen, even as Noé apologizes to Vanitas. He hadn't meant to upset the doctor by bringing up Domi like that in his half-asleep state.]

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